About My everyday thoughts and views Profile Name: IvyNick: Ironyv Age: 21 Gender: Female Birthday: 30 November Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius Country: Singapore Interests: Makeup, Reading books, Reading manga, watching anime, listening to music, slacking Links JazerinezPaulSmith XiaoBai Interesting Links
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Previous PostsWish List Digital CameraTo enroll into a makeup class To go Japan to see my host family To meet all the friends that I have been longing to meet (look below) Meeting List My polytechnic school mates: Jennifer, Changli, Jolene, Kiat, Grace, Sandy..etcMy ex company colleagues: Kelly, Liting, YingChao My cousins design by |
Tuesday, July 08, 2003 Ah!!!! I have finally quit my god damned job! Yes!! Haha!! Hmm.... but now what? What am i going to do now that i have no job??
No worries....going to help my auntie at her cafe. She needs help. But then again, should i look for a permanent job that can easily gives me at least 1k? I really don't know, but one thing for sure, this decision have to be made by me. I am a simple minded girl, though observant, i have no mind on my own sometimes. I do things that people asked me to do, I follow what people says easily. I am easily influenced. Hmm, Maybe like the horse Boxer in Animal Farm. Hardworking but stupid. Stupid as in people are just using you but you still go ahead and be used. What is life? My life? I feel my life is just for people to get by. I don't find any purpose in my life, yet. At 20 yrs of age, i think i am still a teen, trying to seek some identity for myself. Guess i did not really think much during my past 10 years of my life. I wanted to play guitar, drums. I love to swim, dance. I love to chat with my friends. But what do i want to do in my life to achieve my goals? In the first place, my goals are simple, start a business, get a car, get married. Simple? Yah Right! All this things seems easy to get but it is quite far to reach. Maybe by the time i have gotten my car i would be 30 yrs of age. Who knows...=) Wow, serious stuff i said today. Ah, Need to change the layout of this blog site...
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