About My everyday thoughts and views Profile Name: IvyNick: Ironyv Age: 21 Gender: Female Birthday: 30 November Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius Country: Singapore Interests: Makeup, Reading books, Reading manga, watching anime, listening to music, slacking Links JazerinezPaulSmith XiaoBai Interesting Links
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Wish List Digital CameraTo enroll into a makeup class To go Japan to see my host family To meet all the friends that I have been longing to meet (look below) Meeting List My polytechnic school mates: Jennifer, Changli, Jolene, Kiat, Grace, Sandy..etcMy ex company colleagues: Kelly, Liting, YingChao My cousins design by |
Monday, November 22, 2004 Yay! Finally! I have finished my exams and am currently spending time with myself, my boyfriend, my family and my friends. I will be having a birthday barbeque with my family and friends this weekend. I hope it will be a successful and happy party!
Well, it has been a long while since my last blog... anyway, I shall start off on Nov 17, where I am still revising for my exam. I have been attempting to contact my Japanese host family for almost a week and on Nov 17, I'd finally called through! Their voices are still the same...but it had been 2 years since I have last seen them...I really wished to see them soon. My younger sister had suggested to having a trip to Japan next year, which I would gladly go... but somehow, our school schedule would clash and we might not be able to go...-_-'' The day earlier, I have a crazy depressed mood switched on in my mind. Since my teenage years, my mood has been pretty bad and crazy...one moment good, one moment, bad, one moment happy, one moment sad. I would lie on my bed at night, with my two sisters sleeping beside me, and I would be silently crying for the things that worried me, saddens me, angered me and things that made me feel regretful. I will cry till my eyes get swollen and I will be emotionless the following day...it freaks me out sometimes...crying crazily is something dangerous...I feel one day, I will feel so depressed that I might do something silly...I can't control my mood. Having a headache...going off now..
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