Run with me in the rain of thoughts...

Recently, I wasn't able to do much things. I was so busy with my work, which already covers more than half of my awake days. I did not realise until today when I was thinking of where to slot in my driving schedule. I was planning to put in some schedule for my driving lessons, but I find out if i were to work full day, from 7 to 7, then i'll be a wreck when i reach the driving centre!

Of course, i would probably seek for half day work, but that would not give me the salary i want! Darn...Furthermore, i want to slot in my fitness schedule as well, as working in a cafe, all those bloody food temptations is killing me!!! I felt as if i have gain 1 kg!!!!

Now, i do not have the time to even log in to internet and do my diary!!! AHHHH....nightmarish....so tired somemore. And the worse thing about this job? Is having to bear with it and i can't mention any problems to my parents, because the people i am working with is my relatives! If i were to tell my parents, they will mention it to them and then they will think i am some person who tell on them! ah....And my mum keep asking me the same questions about my job everyday, which to me, it is very tiring and i can't tell her about my work problems, it gets very frustrating as well. Well, maybe today I wasn't in a good mood.

You know, I have been thinking about what to do with my life. Yup, after so long, my decision as to how to continue with my life has still been undecided. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO!! Should i go university? Should i start working? Two important paths are laid out for me, and I do not know what the heck should i do. Darn....

Well, one good thing that happen to me today is getting the photos I have sent for washing yesterday. When the pictures came out and I collected them, I was very happy and looked at them for quite some time. Hehe...shall inform my friend about my pictures so that i could help them wash some.

Okay, good night!=P

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