Run with me in the rain of thoughts...

My graduation. Reminds me of the Vitamin C's song. I was wearing jacket, shirt and skirt,and it was a formal event. Reached there to find some of my friends, but I did not talk much to them. My graduation just passed like that, looking at other classes having group photos, glancing at close friends taking pictures for memory purposes.

Yes, I do take some pictures, but it is I who do all the running around, looking for some friends, instead of people coming to me to take pictures. Maybe i was an insignificant person in people's lives. Yes, I envy people who have a huge circle of friends for themselves. They would have so much fun in their lives, having and been supported by all these friends. I myself have a few, very few close friends. But even among them, i wasn't a best friend, more like a step behind best friend. The only friend that she and I can reckon as best friend would be my secondary school friend Stacy.

But now we both have our boyfriends, so we lead a different life. But i would like to remain in contact with them, even though it is I who do the initiating. That's because i care for them as a friend. I am more of a giver in friendships but it is okie, as long as they remember me.

Soon, i will meet new people either in university or when i start work. But then again, I will still have only a few good friends with me. To these friends of mine, Friends Forever. Though you won't see this,(if you do not know i keep this online diary)I hope we will remain friends till when we are old. Lets wish the future will be better for us and good luck in all your endearvours.

These words are my thoughts which i wished to tell my friends but never said it. Ah Heck, I am beginning to sound mushy...heheh...

Good nitey people!

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