Run with me in the rain of thoughts...

It is 2am in the morning and I am sleepy, but I can't sleep until I finished blogging this post.

I have just log into my friendster and was reading through my friends' profiles to update myself about their lives. I was glancing through the profiles when I spotted one of friend's profile has stated 'single'. I actually found out a month ago from my other friend that her long relationship had broke off and am now currently single.

I felt sad because it was a long relationship, and when we were still together in school, I felt their mutual love for one another. But more than a year had passed and both of them had broke off. I personally do not know the reason, and I shall not attempt to guess why. All I know was that the relationship that was once wonderful had ended.

The reason why I posted this is because I actually continued my friendster voyage and clicked into her ex-boyfriend's profile. And boy was I shocked. In my mind, I assume that he would be single as well...but he was actually with another girl now.

I shan't judge and I shan't speculate about the relationship. My blogging here is due a tightness in my heart. When i saw those pictures of him with another girl, I felt sad, because it is now then I realise, how a relationship can end, and another can just pop up. I am frightened, because i do not want this to happen to me as well, to have my relationship end just like that.

You can say I am also mourning for that failed relationship, although that relationship is not mine. I guess that pairing is not meant to be, and I sincerely wished my friend would find her one true love.

For my own relationship, I will still put all my heart in it. It takes two hands to clap, and I will continue putting my love and heart into it. But for now, let me just feel depressed, since the tightness hasn't gone yet.

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