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Name: IvyNick: Ironyv
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Birthday: 30 November
Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
Country: Singapore
Interests: Makeup, Reading books, Reading manga, watching anime, listening to music, slacking
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Previous Posts
- All about Massage:GSS
- My stupid internet connection:Extreme tiredness
- Projects, Projects and more Projects!!!
- Self Criticism:Self esteem
- 2Cs: Casinos and Chinese
- About myself part 1
- Depressed: Looking back
- Media Planning:Loneliness
- Pictures~~
- Earthquakes:Science
Wish List
Digital CameraTo enroll into a makeup class
To go Japan to see my host family
To meet all the friends that I have been longing to meet (look below)
Meeting List
My polytechnic school mates: Jennifer, Changli, Jolene, Kiat, Grace, Sandy..etcMy ex company colleagues: Kelly, Liting, YingChao
My cousins
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Monday, June 27, 2005
I broke up with my boyfriend...more like officially broke up with him today. I initiated a break up on friday but I agreed to give him a chance. But somehow, we broke up today.
Is truly an end of a chapter in my life. I am sad and disappointed that this relationship couldn't go beyond, but what I have gone through these months had made me very independent and stronger in person. I know I will get over the whole relationship faster than him, which to me, I really feel guilty for doing this to him. But I really see no point in hanging on to a relationship that I've deemed dying...or even dead.
Maybe I am really heartless, but I guessed I am just numb. Very numb...but when night comes, my mind will run wild and I feel the pain of the loss of a long relationship...
I am tired...and I think I need time to replenish my energy levels...heard from my sisters and friends that I look and act tired and listless recently...sigh...
Is truly an end of a chapter in my life. I am sad and disappointed that this relationship couldn't go beyond, but what I have gone through these months had made me very independent and stronger in person. I know I will get over the whole relationship faster than him, which to me, I really feel guilty for doing this to him. But I really see no point in hanging on to a relationship that I've deemed dying...or even dead.
Maybe I am really heartless, but I guessed I am just numb. Very numb...but when night comes, my mind will run wild and I feel the pain of the loss of a long relationship...
I am tired...and I think I need time to replenish my energy levels...heard from my sisters and friends that I look and act tired and listless recently...sigh...
ironyv at Monday, June 27, 2005
