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Name: IvyNick: Ironyv
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Birthday: 30 November
Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
Country: Singapore
Interests: Makeup, Reading books, Reading manga, watching anime, listening to music, slacking
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Previous Posts
- The end of a chapter
- All about Massage:GSS
- My stupid internet connection:Extreme tiredness
- Projects, Projects and more Projects!!!
- Self Criticism:Self esteem
- 2Cs: Casinos and Chinese
- About myself part 1
- Depressed: Looking back
- Media Planning:Loneliness
- Pictures~~
Archives
- July 2003
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- October 2003
- November 2003
- February 2004
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- August 2004
- September 2004
- October 2004
- November 2004
- December 2004
- January 2005
- February 2005
- March 2005
- April 2005
- May 2005
- June 2005
Wish List
Digital CameraTo enroll into a makeup class
To go Japan to see my host family
To meet all the friends that I have been longing to meet (look below)
Meeting List
My polytechnic school mates: Jennifer, Changli, Jolene, Kiat, Grace, Sandy..etcMy ex company colleagues: Kelly, Liting, YingChao
My cousins
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Monday, November 22, 2004
Yay! Finally! I have finished my exams and am currently spending time with myself, my boyfriend, my family and my friends. I will be having a birthday barbeque with my family and friends this weekend. I hope it will be a successful and happy party!
Well, it has been a long while since my last blog... anyway, I shall start off on Nov 17, where I am still revising for my exam. I have been attempting to contact my Japanese host family for almost a week and on Nov 17, I'd finally called through! Their voices are still the same...but it had been 2 years since I have last seen them...I really wished to see them soon. My younger sister had suggested to having a trip to Japan next year, which I would gladly go... but somehow, our school schedule would clash and we might not be able to go...-_-''
The day earlier, I have a crazy depressed mood switched on in my mind. Since my teenage years, my mood has been pretty bad and crazy...one moment good, one moment, bad, one moment happy, one moment sad. I would lie on my bed at night, with my two sisters sleeping beside me, and I would be silently crying for the things that worried me, saddens me, angered me and things that made me feel regretful. I will cry till my eyes get swollen and I will be emotionless the following day...it freaks me out sometimes...crying crazily is something dangerous...I feel one day, I will feel so depressed that I might do something silly...I can't control my mood.
Having a headache...going off now..
Well, it has been a long while since my last blog... anyway, I shall start off on Nov 17, where I am still revising for my exam. I have been attempting to contact my Japanese host family for almost a week and on Nov 17, I'd finally called through! Their voices are still the same...but it had been 2 years since I have last seen them...I really wished to see them soon. My younger sister had suggested to having a trip to Japan next year, which I would gladly go... but somehow, our school schedule would clash and we might not be able to go...-_-''
The day earlier, I have a crazy depressed mood switched on in my mind. Since my teenage years, my mood has been pretty bad and crazy...one moment good, one moment, bad, one moment happy, one moment sad. I would lie on my bed at night, with my two sisters sleeping beside me, and I would be silently crying for the things that worried me, saddens me, angered me and things that made me feel regretful. I will cry till my eyes get swollen and I will be emotionless the following day...it freaks me out sometimes...crying crazily is something dangerous...I feel one day, I will feel so depressed that I might do something silly...I can't control my mood.
Having a headache...going off now..
ironyv at Monday, November 22, 2004
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
My current project is still strangling me, and I will have my first examination in a week's time. Is this crazy or what? Lets hope that I can get this done and over with.
I can't believe it is November. I mean, since I have graduated last year, I have been working till August. When I was working, two months can just passed without my knowledge but once I stopped working and went back to school, I knew. I realised that it will be a few months before I am reaching my 21st birthday, which is freaking me out. I mean, I love being 21, it is like being a true adult. But once I turned 21, age will be creeping up to me so fast that I won't even know it.
Oh crap...I think I should just worry about my stupid project and studies before thinking into my future...ciao for now!
I can't believe it is November. I mean, since I have graduated last year, I have been working till August. When I was working, two months can just passed without my knowledge but once I stopped working and went back to school, I knew. I realised that it will be a few months before I am reaching my 21st birthday, which is freaking me out. I mean, I love being 21, it is like being a true adult. But once I turned 21, age will be creeping up to me so fast that I won't even know it.
Oh crap...I think I should just worry about my stupid project and studies before thinking into my future...ciao for now!
ironyv at Wednesday, November 03, 2004