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Name: IvyNick: Ironyv
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Birthday: 30 November
Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
Country: Singapore
Interests: Makeup, Reading books, Reading manga, watching anime, listening to music, slacking
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Previous Posts
- The end of a chapter
- All about Massage:GSS
- My stupid internet connection:Extreme tiredness
- Projects, Projects and more Projects!!!
- Self Criticism:Self esteem
- 2Cs: Casinos and Chinese
- About myself part 1
- Depressed: Looking back
- Media Planning:Loneliness
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Wish List
Digital CameraTo enroll into a makeup class
To go Japan to see my host family
To meet all the friends that I have been longing to meet (look below)
Meeting List
My polytechnic school mates: Jennifer, Changli, Jolene, Kiat, Grace, Sandy..etcMy ex company colleagues: Kelly, Liting, YingChao
My cousins
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Monday, June 27, 2005
I broke up with my boyfriend...more like officially broke up with him today. I initiated a break up on friday but I agreed to give him a chance. But somehow, we broke up today.
Is truly an end of a chapter in my life. I am sad and disappointed that this relationship couldn't go beyond, but what I have gone through these months had made me very independent and stronger in person. I know I will get over the whole relationship faster than him, which to me, I really feel guilty for doing this to him. But I really see no point in hanging on to a relationship that I've deemed dying...or even dead.
Maybe I am really heartless, but I guessed I am just numb. Very numb...but when night comes, my mind will run wild and I feel the pain of the loss of a long relationship...
I am tired...and I think I need time to replenish my energy levels...heard from my sisters and friends that I look and act tired and listless recently...sigh...
Is truly an end of a chapter in my life. I am sad and disappointed that this relationship couldn't go beyond, but what I have gone through these months had made me very independent and stronger in person. I know I will get over the whole relationship faster than him, which to me, I really feel guilty for doing this to him. But I really see no point in hanging on to a relationship that I've deemed dying...or even dead.
Maybe I am really heartless, but I guessed I am just numb. Very numb...but when night comes, my mind will run wild and I feel the pain of the loss of a long relationship...
I am tired...and I think I need time to replenish my energy levels...heard from my sisters and friends that I look and act tired and listless recently...sigh...
ironyv at Monday, June 27, 2005
Saturday, June 04, 2005
I wanted to write a long post on what I have been watching recently; Da Chang Jing, which is a Korean drama on a young girl in those historic times and her story. But I couldn't muster up strength to get it written. It is too long!!!
And what's making it difficult for me is my shoulders. I've just went for a Swedish message in Elements today and though I have to admit, the massage was good, my shoulders are practically breaking now. It feels like I have just done weights on them and now they hurt like hell. I guess my shoulders must have been under so much tension, that the lady who attended to me had to knead it hard to release the stress built up on my shoulders.
But now, it hurts so badly, I have a hard time moving it. I hope it will be better tomorrow though. Anyway, the massage was good, thus I shared a package deal with my boyfriend. Thus, we have another 5 sessions per person each!! Can't wait to go for the next one after my exams!
The Great Singapore Sale, aka GSS IS HERE!!!! Why am I not working?!?! Why am I a poor student now?!?! I can't even afford to spend luxuriously! T_T
But I managed to buy 2 tops for myself yesterday at the Topshop relaunch party. F3 members (equivilent to Topshop members) gets to have 20% off all regular priced items! So yah, I brought Jennifer and my sister in to share the 20% joy!! Jennifer bought a top while my sister..*coughs* bought some nice undies..hehe...*coughs* I bought a top for my friend too, who had seen that top when we went into Topshop 2 weeks ago. I told her I didn't bring my card to enjoy the usual 10% off. Thus, it was a surprise that Topshop Wisma had a 20% off for members! hehe...hope she is happy with the top...
And while walking towards Elements for my massage, my boyfriend and I went into Topshop Wisma today and we bought a T-shirt for him...and it's 15% off for today!!
Well, I just have to wait for the following year when I've started working!!! Thats when my hard earned money will all be spent!!! MUHAHAHAH!!!!
I love shopping!~~~~~~~ ^____^
But this retail therapy is necessary...because I am having my exams in 2 week's time!!! T_T sigh...Wish me luck!~ ^__^
And what's making it difficult for me is my shoulders. I've just went for a Swedish message in Elements today and though I have to admit, the massage was good, my shoulders are practically breaking now. It feels like I have just done weights on them and now they hurt like hell. I guess my shoulders must have been under so much tension, that the lady who attended to me had to knead it hard to release the stress built up on my shoulders.
But now, it hurts so badly, I have a hard time moving it. I hope it will be better tomorrow though. Anyway, the massage was good, thus I shared a package deal with my boyfriend. Thus, we have another 5 sessions per person each!! Can't wait to go for the next one after my exams!
The Great Singapore Sale, aka GSS IS HERE!!!! Why am I not working?!?! Why am I a poor student now?!?! I can't even afford to spend luxuriously! T_T
But I managed to buy 2 tops for myself yesterday at the Topshop relaunch party. F3 members (equivilent to Topshop members) gets to have 20% off all regular priced items! So yah, I brought Jennifer and my sister in to share the 20% joy!! Jennifer bought a top while my sister..*coughs* bought some nice undies..hehe...*coughs* I bought a top for my friend too, who had seen that top when we went into Topshop 2 weeks ago. I told her I didn't bring my card to enjoy the usual 10% off. Thus, it was a surprise that Topshop Wisma had a 20% off for members! hehe...hope she is happy with the top...
And while walking towards Elements for my massage, my boyfriend and I went into Topshop Wisma today and we bought a T-shirt for him...and it's 15% off for today!!
Well, I just have to wait for the following year when I've started working!!! Thats when my hard earned money will all be spent!!! MUHAHAHAH!!!!
I love shopping!~~~~~~~ ^____^
But this retail therapy is necessary...because I am having my exams in 2 week's time!!! T_T sigh...Wish me luck!~ ^__^
ironyv at Saturday, June 04, 2005